I tend to blog on rainy days. Why, do you ask? I'm not too sure myself. the rain tends to bring out the true emotions from within. probably the only days i feel comfortable letting my guard down.Well, it's a rainy, cloudy, very windy day and yet again I'm reminded of the solitary road i'm traveling. this is definitely snuggle, let's forget about our future, never mention our past, i love you kind of weather. I have much that I am confused about at this moment. Particularly on the situation that I'm in. I found my soul mate. Great news right? BUT he lives in LV. I have no idea if he feels the same and sometimes i don't especially cares if he does. All I know is that I want to love him and right now, I do love him. This isn't the premature infatuation most kids my age go through; you know, "I'm unable to concentrate on my work because I just want him to be next to me" or "How am I suppose to go through my day when everything I see reminds me of him." Instead, I am able to do my work knowing that he will be right next to me and I can go through my day because every little thing that reminds me of him, means that he is just a step closer to me. I feel as if I'm rambling and I've lost my train of thought. I don't know, maybe I'll blog something a little later on today or possibly this week.
To the boy who gives warmth to my coldest days: I love you in ways my words don't know how to express.
