Pains.

It's that time again. I'm in a blogging mood. AKA I'm confused and need someone to listen to me. Gah, well to start off. I'm in pain, both emotionally and physically. Physically, the pain in my right lower abdomen is insane. I think I may have appendicitis and it literally scares me to death. :((( It's 5:49 and well, I've been up since around 5 because of the pain. It hurts even more to lay down and I could really go for a snooze right about now. :( I'm so scared!! This is perfect timing, too. My family and I are renting a cottage at Bellows because we're tenting our house for termites this Wednesday. My health is becoming a burden and I don't want to ruin anyone's excitement! UGH. I'm going to continue this blog a bit later, the pain is getting to be a bit much right now. But a preview? The emotional side of my pain.
I feel as if I'm trying to repress some feelings or emotions.
I don't know where I stand with Esai. I really adore him.
GROWING PAINS.
xo EV