A First For Everything.

Well, what do y'a know! My first post of the New Year! About 3 months in, that is.
Better late than never.
Is this post going to be about nothing but cliche sayings?
Possibly.
Any who. As of right now, I feel inspired.
Every other week or so I feel inspired. I make my to-do lists, see them through for about a few days and then, somewhere down the line, I lose myself. I get caught up in my fears, my anxiety, and then the doubt sinks in. It eats away at me. I lose every single ounce of motivation and fall into the same routine that got me... here.
Well, enough is enough. I'm tired of worrying about the same things that have worried me 8 years ago. I'm tired of losing sleep over things that I've lost sleep over last year.
This ends now. If it doesn't, I'll be writing this exactly blog post 4 years from now.

J.S.

Searching for Clarity Amidst This Tumultuous Storm of Life

Writer's block on my open-topic blog?

I hope I'm able to discover a path for myself. One that will enable me to pursue my passions. One that will keep my interests in the forefront of my life.

I want to build strength and demolish all of my doubts. 

If that's even possible.

E.V.

Flying on a string of hope.

For the future.
What will it be.
What won't it be.

Always A New in End.

We often don't see it, but it's there.

Muddled.

Another beautifully gloomy day.

Williams.

I love you. With all my heart. With every being. You are my best friend. You are my lover. You are the person I can confide in. You are everything to me.

Dear Universe,

Please keep my Dear safe and happy.

Sincerely,

J.S.

E.M.

What do I do? I miss you. I still believe that you're my soul mate and as of right now, I'm longing to just speak with you. How is your day going? What did you eat for breakfast? What was the first thing that came to mind when you first woke up? Do I ever cross your mind? I hope that you're happy.

You play an immense role in my process to maturity. Maybe we'll never speak again but you will forever hold a special place in my heart.

Dear Universe,

May I find the strength to let go of my pride and fears and find in me, the strength to rekindle our friendship.

Sincerely and with love,

J.S.

P.S. I miss you dearly and would love to see you face-to-face.

Reflection.

The ultimatum is that you can either focus all your energy on the negative aspects of your life or you can be thankful and grateful for the positive things and people. I sometimes reflect on my life with a saddened view of all the things that went wrong and situations that never happened. Currently, I see things in a different light. I see things with light. I have never been so happy with the people that I'm surrounded with. It does sound cliche however, it is trueL: surround yourself with the people that bring you positive vibes. Life isn't about the high school drama, no. It's about finding balance and peace from within. When you're content, it shows and reflects in everything you do.

XOXO E.V.