E.M.

What do I do? I miss you. I still believe that you're my soul mate and as of right now, I'm longing to just speak with you. How is your day going? What did you eat for breakfast? What was the first thing that came to mind when you first woke up? Do I ever cross your mind? I hope that you're happy.

You play an immense role in my process to maturity. Maybe we'll never speak again but you will forever hold a special place in my heart.

Dear Universe,

May I find the strength to let go of my pride and fears and find in me, the strength to rekindle our friendship.

Sincerely and with love,

J.S.

P.S. I miss you dearly and would love to see you face-to-face.

Reflection.

The ultimatum is that you can either focus all your energy on the negative aspects of your life or you can be thankful and grateful for the positive things and people. I sometimes reflect on my life with a saddened view of all the things that went wrong and situations that never happened. Currently, I see things in a different light. I see things with light. I have never been so happy with the people that I'm surrounded with. It does sound cliche however, it is trueL: surround yourself with the people that bring you positive vibes. Life isn't about the high school drama, no. It's about finding balance and peace from within. When you're content, it shows and reflects in everything you do.

XOXO E.V.

Rebirth.

Life is so much easier to live when you open your heart out to people and allow them to see you for your true self. As I'm nearing the sweet age of 22, I feel as though I have so much of the world and life to experience that I want to rid any and all negativity that may possibly loom over my head in this new year awaiting me.

I've never been so excited for my birthday month! I must create a an April bucket list. (:

Cheers,
E.V.

23... And Counting.

I believe in soul mates and you are it.
My blanket of infinite security.
The rhythm in my drive.
The love of my life.

When being yourself includes someone else.

Paper Cut.

How I loathe the fact that I left two papers and a short story for the last minute.
Tralaalala.. Falala!

Gazing,
Marveling at her Beauty.
I see wrinkles from her smile but sadness in her eyes.
What's wrong with life? Nothing..
Yet.

Tushe?
Cheers?

Until next time, dear friend.
Cheers.

Garden Daze

Secret Garden.

Had a lovely shoot with my close friend Lia last week. Here's a shot she did, one of the photographer for the day, me!

Cheers, J.S.

Alternate Universe.

Sometimes I feel as though I have an alter ego. One who I wouldn't quite say is more intelligent than me, but possibly a more in-depth individual. When I tap into this person, I begin to see my true feelings and am able to harness, control, and express them in a well articulated manner. It's quite odd. I haven't seen this side of me for a while; this calm, serene, old soul. If it's not too much to say, I miss you dearly and I think we should schedule regulatory one-on-one time.

Yes, that's exactly correct. I am indeed speaking with myself. If you can't hold a conversation with your own self, then with who can you?

I'm a bit crunched for time at the moment, but I'll see you tonight?

Mood: Hopeful, relaxed.

Cheers, E.V.